sorry i have been neglecting you for the past week. i havent really found time to blog about the happenings in my life. heaps of stuff has happened. christmas with garmon, getting acquainted again with my old family friends, random boxing day shopping fail outing and alot of thoughts on my head which are really clouding my mind.
i will promise to blog tomorrow about everything so chill for now.
from francis.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Bonds Hotpot
sorry guys and girls. i havent gotten around to blogging much coz ive been out and about and the times i havent been out and about ive been sleeping and i keep forgetting to blog. but yes i am free now at 2:19 am in the morning on December 16th 2008 a day before i get my external hsc marks but yes. this blog is like a week and a bit delayed. so ill recap what happened.
bonds hotpot happened like two saturdays ago. pretty good time, hanging with everyone. i remember waking up at like 12 the day and just looking at the clock waiting for it to be time to get ready. i was anticipating this hotpot to be a fully mad party and it didnt disappoint. i got ready at arnd 2:30 then trained it and met up with alias on a train from sydneham to hursti. then yeah waited outside the net cafe. i really wanted to piss so i decide to take a leak in the alleway. this might sound weird, but it was one of the best leaks ive had. its prob coz i held it in since wolli but yeah.. good times. i think alias was watching though. fken homo.
anyways we waited for a bit but wendie called and we asked her for a lift. she came and picked us up. (sorry frank, wendie denied for us to wait for you). anyways we got to bonds at around 4, but he wasnt there he was still buying groceries for the hotpot. but yeah anyways when bond came the campsies came as well and we helped put stuff in the house.
*fast forward a couple of hours*
so yeah everyone basically came at arnd that time, during the 3hours before hotpot we just did random stuff arnd his house. AND BTW BONDS HOUSE IS LIKE DA BOMB. so big. THANKS BOND =] but yeah just shot arnd and talked and stuff. then the hotpot eventually started off. it was pretty good stuff. i remember the first time we had hotpot it was also nice. but sigh how things of changed. i rememebr the first time i was fully txting bianca the whole night. and i had a curfew and hadto go home. this time arnd things were just completely different. i think i hardly use my mobile anymore. or txt anymore. i srsly cbf. too lazy. but yeah anyways after hotpot we just went arnd doing our own thing. i sat arnd played cards for a bit with shirlie bond alias kat and stuff. then after a while we dispersed and we went into bonds comp room. was watching bruce, bond shirlie just going thru facebook rating guys. pretty funny. anyways after a while people started leaving and we eventually got to a smaller group. oh and magrat arrived at like 11:30pm. anywhos. i spent most of my time in bonds comp room. eventually shirley. that dirty minded person made us watch 2 guys 1 horse and all this bizzare shit. srsly it was fucked up so i didnt watch. i dnt know how bond bruce and stuff tanked it. but srsly.
anyways after that a poker game started playing. pretty funny ting and ware had an alias cam and were watching alias's every move. hes sucha angry kid. but hes cool. but yeah i came like 4th or something or 3rd last. connie eventually won. i cant believe she beat mocker. but yeah. fun times. after that connie andjohnson left. and then yeah. went back to bonds comp room and did random stuff. i started to feel sleepy. so me magrat and steve went downstairs into this room which reminded me of that simpsons ep with homer and the bomb shelter. but anyways i chilled with magrat and steve for quite a while had a few DNM's and yeah it was like 5am. AND WHERE THE SUCK HAVE YOU BEEN MARGARET?. anyways steve left at arnd that time. and i slept with magrat ( no guys not in the way your thinking). we woke up at arnd 9 and talked abit. it was a good chillout with her. anyways we went back upstairs to find everyone like half dead and half playing dota. we eventually left bonds at arnd 11 said bye and stuff. and yeah overall it was good. although the fobs are gone now =( pretty sad but yes we shall have something massive when you guys all come back =D
and yeah thanks again bond for that =]
hmms anyways i feel kinda drowsy but ill make a promise to blog more often now. ill prob put up a to do list as well. but yes i shall try to blog more often
anyways next post will prob just be abt the bbq on sunday and just catchings up on the happenings in my life.
till nex time
laters.
bonds hotpot happened like two saturdays ago. pretty good time, hanging with everyone. i remember waking up at like 12 the day and just looking at the clock waiting for it to be time to get ready. i was anticipating this hotpot to be a fully mad party and it didnt disappoint. i got ready at arnd 2:30 then trained it and met up with alias on a train from sydneham to hursti. then yeah waited outside the net cafe. i really wanted to piss so i decide to take a leak in the alleway. this might sound weird, but it was one of the best leaks ive had. its prob coz i held it in since wolli but yeah.. good times. i think alias was watching though. fken homo.
anyways we waited for a bit but wendie called and we asked her for a lift. she came and picked us up. (sorry frank, wendie denied for us to wait for you). anyways we got to bonds at around 4, but he wasnt there he was still buying groceries for the hotpot. but yeah anyways when bond came the campsies came as well and we helped put stuff in the house.
*fast forward a couple of hours*
so yeah everyone basically came at arnd that time, during the 3hours before hotpot we just did random stuff arnd his house. AND BTW BONDS HOUSE IS LIKE DA BOMB. so big. THANKS BOND =] but yeah just shot arnd and talked and stuff. then the hotpot eventually started off. it was pretty good stuff. i remember the first time we had hotpot it was also nice. but sigh how things of changed. i rememebr the first time i was fully txting bianca the whole night. and i had a curfew and hadto go home. this time arnd things were just completely different. i think i hardly use my mobile anymore. or txt anymore. i srsly cbf. too lazy. but yeah anyways after hotpot we just went arnd doing our own thing. i sat arnd played cards for a bit with shirlie bond alias kat and stuff. then after a while we dispersed and we went into bonds comp room. was watching bruce, bond shirlie just going thru facebook rating guys. pretty funny. anyways after a while people started leaving and we eventually got to a smaller group. oh and magrat arrived at like 11:30pm. anywhos. i spent most of my time in bonds comp room. eventually shirley. that dirty minded person made us watch 2 guys 1 horse and all this bizzare shit. srsly it was fucked up so i didnt watch. i dnt know how bond bruce and stuff tanked it. but srsly.
anyways after that a poker game started playing. pretty funny ting and ware had an alias cam and were watching alias's every move. hes sucha angry kid. but hes cool. but yeah i came like 4th or something or 3rd last. connie eventually won. i cant believe she beat mocker. but yeah. fun times. after that connie andjohnson left. and then yeah. went back to bonds comp room and did random stuff. i started to feel sleepy. so me magrat and steve went downstairs into this room which reminded me of that simpsons ep with homer and the bomb shelter. but anyways i chilled with magrat and steve for quite a while had a few DNM's and yeah it was like 5am. AND WHERE THE SUCK HAVE YOU BEEN MARGARET?. anyways steve left at arnd that time. and i slept with magrat ( no guys not in the way your thinking). we woke up at arnd 9 and talked abit. it was a good chillout with her. anyways we went back upstairs to find everyone like half dead and half playing dota. we eventually left bonds at arnd 11 said bye and stuff. and yeah overall it was good. although the fobs are gone now =( pretty sad but yes we shall have something massive when you guys all come back =D
and yeah thanks again bond for that =]
hmms anyways i feel kinda drowsy but ill make a promise to blog more often now. ill prob put up a to do list as well. but yes i shall try to blog more often
anyways next post will prob just be abt the bbq on sunday and just catchings up on the happenings in my life.
till nex time
laters.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Monday, December 1, 2008
Futility
i dont even know if i should be blogging about this but i dunno how to let my feelings out. its been weird. its only been a day since it happened but yeah. i dont even know how to feel. at 10:30 last night my grandma passed away..
sigh i dont really know how to go about it. ive been thinking constantly since it happened. i havent really said a word around the house. just been moping around and such. fuck i dont know how to feel. i feel empty and useless. its like i dont even know what to feel. its fucken shit. i dont know if im angry, frustrated, sad or anything, its just me feeling empty inside.
its like i dont even know if im myself anymore or not. i havent gotten around to talking it to people. like i dont even know what to say or how to open up. so i guess blogging helps kinda. but i dunno.
i think back to last night and i just picture my dad crying. ive never seen him so down and cut up and feeling shitty. it just hurts inside for me. to feel the pain he feels atm is unbearable. i dont really know what i can do for him now besdies be there for him and yeah.
sigh. anyways im off. dont really want to talk about it much more....
laters.
sigh i dont really know how to go about it. ive been thinking constantly since it happened. i havent really said a word around the house. just been moping around and such. fuck i dont know how to feel. i feel empty and useless. its like i dont even know what to feel. its fucken shit. i dont know if im angry, frustrated, sad or anything, its just me feeling empty inside.
its like i dont even know if im myself anymore or not. i havent gotten around to talking it to people. like i dont even know what to say or how to open up. so i guess blogging helps kinda. but i dunno.
i think back to last night and i just picture my dad crying. ive never seen him so down and cut up and feeling shitty. it just hurts inside for me. to feel the pain he feels atm is unbearable. i dont really know what i can do for him now besdies be there for him and yeah.
sigh. anyways im off. dont really want to talk about it much more....
laters.
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