Winter Wars

I'm not really in the best of moods, i'm pretty annoyed and edgy at a lot of things. This whole week has just been pretty exhausting and i guess the near sleepless nights are getting to me. It's been a pretty long week, tuesday - bball training, wednesday - hotel party, thursday - haircut/ matt lee's hotpot and today - basketball training again, tomorrow - basktball game/ mums birthday party. Pretty damn long week. The hotel party was pretty tb, like really tb. I should've drank more but got there late and most of the alchohol was already gone so oh wells. The jog home that night was wtf cause theres some roadwork at Padstow so the nightride dropped me off at the other side and i had to jog at least 3kms to get home. Matt's hotpot was fun even though most of the night i was like sorta sleeping cause i had like an hour sleep the night before. SO i guess this week was alright, but i still cant help but feel annoyed at stuff. I feel exhausted and it sucks cause when it gets to the sleeping part of the day it takes me a while to actually fall asleep. Whats even more random is i woke up this morning with blood on my pillow and when i washed my face in the morning i realised i had this random cut on my lip. Don't even know how i got it, keeps bleeding every now and then. This cold weather is just too ownage.

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Another cold night where i'm up mega late again thinking about everything. An odd feeling overcame me tonight and it wasn't a good feeling. I guess the realisation of how shit my results were this semester hit me. I failed accounting yet again due to my lack of focus and no motivation to study. fml seriously. I'm at another crossroads in my life where i need some answers..I feel so lost, lost in this endless grind day in and day out.





ps. shoutout to ware kuo, i know you stalk my blogs you sucka

The motivation for me was them telling me what i couldn't be... oh well

It's been a while since i blogged... again. Truth be told i just cant be bothered thinking about what to post. My life's pretty boring.

But anyways i'm just posting this to remind myself about the slapbet i made today with Lucia. Basically the bet is for this semester we must get distinctions or higher for all our subjects this semester. If a person does not get a distinction for every subject the other person has a right to slap them according to how many subjects they did not get a distinction in.

It's a good motivational bet. So time to study up...or not...?



ps. heres a reminder of my first slapbet i won.

http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=178345235345&subj=849425345

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hi matt

hi matt=D